And it definitely has happened to me.
I gained 9 pounds. As some of you may know from my earlier post I kind of had a life-breakdown and suicidal things decided to control me. Hormonal imbalances, and realizing you don’t like the person you are anymore is something that I can’t seem to fathom or take emotionally very well and i’m sorry that I have stopped going on this blog and seeing the messages left it made my heart sink.
I know, I know, you’re probably getting sick of these text posts but this will be the last one I swear to you. Thank you for the followers who have continued to follow me regardless of my previous hiatus and depressing posts.
It’s moments like these where I doubt myself. I had so much motivation, but letting things like my dad being a fucking womanizer pedophile and forcing a lady that we have never met who lives on the other side of the plant live with us for a year again is just pissing me off. My last experience wasn’t dandy but that’s another story.
Anyway..thanks guys. The Experience was awesome. Great community you have here. :). I’ll reblog every now and then. Feel free to unfollow if you like.
I think the real question is why should a girl shave, preen and diet herself into oblivion for a guy in sweatpants and a t shirt who hasn’t trimmed his pubes in 3 years.
THANK YOU, THANK. YOU.
Playing tennis with the man candy. He’s losing weight for the national guard!
Woooo running to relieve stress atm.
One of my main motivations to lose weight is so I can protect the people I love. I wanna get stronger, I wanna learn how to punch punching bags and lift weights just in case I ever need to protect someone dear to me.